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EchoinmyHead
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Location: Pennsylvania, United States
Interests: Tool/APerfect Circle(Lusting Maynard)HAving Hot Sex withThe Great(mmm)And doing whatever I feel that day. Like walking,Swimming,music,family,friends,being lazzzy,being active,Outdoors I so Love it!And Of Course giving The Great All Of Me!
Expertise: Keeping to myself and my world.Knowing when to not say a word about things cause people will pick and dig at U.To Make sure Ur world will fall apart.Then It will Be there victory! Bastards!! They will all get punished in they after life.If they even get that far!
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Member Since:
4/14/2004
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| This pictures is for my cousin that passed away this day 5 years!
Ivy Kayleen Hoffer 2/8/78-9/11/99
I miss her so much she was my best friends. Her+ husband was drinking and driving. Started fighting,hit a tree head on and it snapped her neck. He claimed he doesnt remember.Im sure he does but he got away with killing her!! I was very angry about that and still am.My sister is still hurt by this to cause we were all very close.Are family didnt like us hang out with each other but we didnt care u couldnt keep us apart.A year before she passed on we stopped talking cause I was hooked on herion and she was preg and I never knew.Then I went to rehab.After I got out I wanted to make amends with her.For not being around and etc. a month later my good friend neibogher Brian came to my house and told me she died 3am 9/11/99 I didnt belive him and I was in total shock. And her poor son didnt even get a chance to really know his mom he was 8 months old at the time.
I know it was 5 yrs ago but Im still bothered about this.I want her son to know who I am but I feel that might not happen cause I dont want to be around his father and the dads wife that he married right after she died.Thats just wrong.I think he was cheating on Ivy with her.He shouldnt have done that they were married and I know my cousin Loved her husband and he does this to her.I bet thats what they were fight over that nite.
And this 9/11 thing pisses me off to cause it happened the same day she died and I donated blood and remebered it was the same day on my calender!A week after the donation I found out that I have a health problem. I was so upset. But everything is good now with that. i just hope God helps her husbands soul and I like to talk to him one day about it. | | |
| Hey Everyone! Still here still messed up in the head with this dude. He still makes me crazy. Everything is else is doing better well my home is totally clear down to the ground. Now just waiting for insurance dorks to give up the $$$ there being werid about it and its our moeny and we need it. To rebuild our home and get things back to normal. I cant wait. But in a way I can. I m with dude and its great but I dont know what to do! I know were not b/f+g/f. But sometimes it totally feels like we are and other days it seems like he kinda cant stand me. I know I can be hard to read but who isnt to a point.He gets werid to sometimes. But I want to talk to him about certain stuff and I feel I cant cause he'll get mad and read into it and I dont want any misunderstandings.I want to be able to talk to him,U know be myself on that level.Dont know.I just been stressed out about alot of stuff.Right now the main concern is I think there is something wrong with my insides.I keep getting pain and Trying to get insurances but I dont fuckn drive and it sucks.I think its my gallbladder appendix stomach liver who knows its that general area kidneys intestenes. I lost the care to eat sleep shit. And I love eatting and sleeping and yes even shitting is good. My Im fuckin depressed out of my mind! I have reason to be losing my home not with my family not knowing whats up with me+dude health job $$$. I dont feel like I belong anywere And its a very sucky feeling. Im so lost! | | |
| C:\My Documents\filelib\thirdeyebaby77 My X home hit on 7-14-04 but F3 tornado | | |
| Im totally screwd up in the head.And it piss me off. The man I totally like is mad at me again cause Im fuck'n retarted. I know I shouldnt be hard on myself.But I cant stand him being mad at me.I called him 2nite and said he'll call me back and I kinda dont think he will but hoping so much that he will. Cause I cant sleep right I cant eat right,my body and mind is all messed up when he doesnt talk to me or is upset with. I like him so much it hurts my heart for him to be this way. I guess maybe Im not meant to be with him.Oh man I cant do that cause what if he Wants me and Needs me.And I gave up?!So I cant stop it now cause I wanna know whats gonna happen to us.And hopefully it come out great but reality check,we are not even going out and here I am torchering myself. Im in Love and I cant stop myself from wanting be near him,hold him in my arms,I wanna talk to him. I dont wanna be with anyone else.Just Him. | | |
| Everyone sucks!! People act like ur friends and there not chow | | |
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